This one is For Jesus

Im not sure how to express how I feel,

I could yell it, but people are sleeping.

So I will write it so maybe you can read it, that is when you read my blog.

First of all,
thank you.

Im so grateful that you allowed me to be a part of you.
that you would be willing to live with me.
thank you for not giving up on me.
I promise that my half faith and weak unbelieving prayers
will be full next time.

you are so perfect for me,
I am so honored to have you with me,
So honored that I dont know how to express it.
I want to live a life that is wholly devoted to loving you and living with you.

Sometimes, Im unfaithful and lose faith.

But it doesnt change how absolutely loving you are.

This next couple of lines will be my prayer for you. and for me.

I ask that you help me be steadfast with faith. I want to life to equal Christ and death gain.

I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed but that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body.

You know that is my mission statement.


Give me steadfastness of faith and only eyes for you.

Tomorrow when I wake up, Im going to try to be this prayer.

Please help me love your word more than anything.

Jesus, this is me honestly, no pride no showboating.

I want you to know,

that my greatest aspiration in this life. Is to be just like you.

Its just to live for you and in the end be proud that every day and every minute.

I followed you faithfully, bravely, and stupidly.

I dont know how to express this desire I have, so.

Here is my weak and broken poem.

I love you and you will always be my first love.

I prayed tonight

Lord

help me be,

like Lil Wayne.

my brother, we live the same ways

conquerors,
because you know.

we both really have the same aim

preach our word

and take the world....

haha yea.