This one is For Jesus

Im not sure how to express how I feel,

I could yell it, but people are sleeping.

So I will write it so maybe you can read it, that is when you read my blog.

First of all,
thank you.

Im so grateful that you allowed me to be a part of you.
that you would be willing to live with me.
thank you for not giving up on me.
I promise that my half faith and weak unbelieving prayers
will be full next time.

you are so perfect for me,
I am so honored to have you with me,
So honored that I dont know how to express it.
I want to live a life that is wholly devoted to loving you and living with you.

Sometimes, Im unfaithful and lose faith.

But it doesnt change how absolutely loving you are.

This next couple of lines will be my prayer for you. and for me.

I ask that you help me be steadfast with faith. I want to life to equal Christ and death gain.

I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed but that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body.

You know that is my mission statement.


Give me steadfastness of faith and only eyes for you.

Tomorrow when I wake up, Im going to try to be this prayer.

Please help me love your word more than anything.

Jesus, this is me honestly, no pride no showboating.

I want you to know,

that my greatest aspiration in this life. Is to be just like you.

Its just to live for you and in the end be proud that every day and every minute.

I followed you faithfully, bravely, and stupidly.

I dont know how to express this desire I have, so.

Here is my weak and broken poem.

I love you and you will always be my first love.

I prayed tonight

Lord

help me be,

like Lil Wayne.

my brother, we live the same ways

conquerors,
because you know.

we both really have the same aim

preach our word

and take the world....

haha yea.

La Cancion

The most beautiful song is the song that is sung for the poor.

A song of hope
A song of power

A song that overwhelms the darkness.
He sings it everyday, every second.

For everyone who mourns.. will be comforted..

That song

just listen, you might hear him playing and singing his heart.. out.

a song of hope
a song of passion
a song

of all Songs.. just wait,
while you can sit and feel pity for them, frozen in pity..
he plays his song, he sings it not loudly but with his whole heart.

That song he plays is rivaled by no other,
those that were given no hope

listen he's playing it for you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IikEuzPINy4

Social

I must be like Edward Bloom.

A man whos every friend is a life long friend.

One thing you could say about Edward Bloom, is that he was always a social man.

"M'am, my name is Edward Bloom and there's a couple of people that want to see your eye"

This is what I pray for.
I long and must have.

To not be in control of encounters with people, but to have nothing but love.

love for them

"From the first time I saw her, and till the day I die, My wife will always be the love of my

And yes,
Like Edward,
not afraid to share myself..
and to always be social.

One thing that I hope will be said of me, is that I was always a social man.

He will always be there when you need it.
with tears in your eyes.

Those teared up eyes that you hide behind your hat because your a man.

he sees them,
he sees them and is determined to help.

you dont think so, but the truth....

He is always there to help.. always willing..
"
Lord, if you are willing, you can make me clean"

....
"I am willing"
And we all get to make this happen..

His heart is always aching to help.

Blessed are those

who


mourn.

those..

who.
mourn.

For they Will...

Will.. be

Comforted.

Hell, I'll be a professional comforter.
I will wipe away tears from the mans face.

I will do it and not be afraid.

Hell, my heart will feel what they feel.
I will do it gladly.. what else am I to do..

What else am I?
What else am I . . Not anything.

But I will be the professional comforter, I wil make it an art, I will set you free
I will show you who you are,
I will give you the right way
I can give you.

. Life.
All for you,
All for you,

Yea those nights will be there when no one says a thing,
even me,
but I promise..
not to you but I promise

It will be said. It will be said, without fear It will be said.
You are loved

You are loved and cared for
those tears under your hat.

I love you.

Those tears under your hat.
Dont Cry,

I love you

Jaime and Victor's poem

Thank you so much
I'll never forget the day

broken as hell, lonely and without breath
You brought into my life a new sense of discovery
and I will be damned if I ever let it go

Thank you

Light

You light up the night.. just like the moon

just like the moon you light up the night. Unafraid, not afraid

"and him was life, and that life was the light of me n"

you were made to be the hero.
eyes, portals that display light.

light just burns.

basking in love light creates.
it loves to take walks with music, dances with poetry
light is married to word, and action is his son.

but most of all light is true to itself. not smart. no IQ involved..
it just burns the hell back to hell.

smiles away shame. laughs away sadness.
light fights, always wins

"people walking in darkness, have seen a great light"

But light has nothing without you.
so please, please

"you are the light of the world"

haha... Shine.

porque te he amado...

porque he amado tus maneras, porque yo conozco tus vientres...
mejor que nadie. te conozco, y de mi vista nunca escaparaz.. Entiende, yo vine en la pasion de mi naturaleza, nadie demostra amor como yo te lo demostro

Yo se que en mi corazon eres el tesoro.

eres el tesoro de mi vida.. eres tu

Haha man I can have a lot of fun with a book...!!!!


soo much fun with a book

what you know about that?!

Life Changes Yeah?

Well I wont be returning to school in the fall...

for the first time in about 16 years that I wont be in some kind of school. Kind of weird but I really like it! its great.

Drinking a beer with a good friend and relaxing... trying to plan some things out before september.

Heres the deal,

Im hopefully going to Argentina for about 3 Months starting in September. Details being worked out right now...
Need:
1)money
2)place to live
3)job

not too much. haha

Lord is good he is going to make it all I ever wanted it to be. I love my friends blog so I started my own, should be good.

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